I've been in a strange mood the last few days. It's kind of annoying me.
Last post, I mentioned someone who took 7 months to accept a facebook friend request. Since then I've seen a couple of times that he was online the same time I was. I hadn't done anything about that, but I noticed. So two days ago, on Monday when I was online, he noticed that I was. And he decided to say hi.
It's just strange. He didn't mention any kind of detail, like his wife or his child, or why it took him so long to respond or why he ignored the note I sent him 7 months ago. It kind of ticked me off, and honestly, it hurt me. You'd think it wouldn't bother me by now, but no, I can still have my feelings hurt.
It's all just so dumb, and I'm just annoyed at myself and at him. And then he says that he'd wondered how I've been. Seriously? You say this, while ignoring me all this time? Whatever.
I'm just going to take a few more days, maybe brood a little more about it, but then I'll be ok. After all, if I try to ignore this, it'll just pop back and make me more annoyed.
So that's the plan. Brush this off, because in the end, he just doesn't matter that much to me anymore.
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He's married...? With a child...? Yeah, definitely brush it off.
Yes, I'm trying. But I cannot describe how completely stupid I was about him. But it's better today than it was yesterday, so I have hopes it won't take too long.
We all have completely stupid moments...and there's just nothing we can do about it! :)
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